She does not speak it.

Not the way her body tightens
when he is too close,
not the way her thoughts slip
into places they have no permission to go.

She has learned control
like a second language.

Fluent in silence.
Fluent in restraint.
Fluent in swallowing every dangerous thought
before it ever reaches her mouth.

Because she knows what he is.
And she knows what he is not.

He is not hers.

And she will never be the kind of woman
who asks for something
that would break the life he has built.

So she behaves.

She stands where she should stand.
Speaks how she should speak.
Keeps her eyes steady
even when every instinct in her
wants to lower them
and give in to something far more primal.

But the hunger does not leave.

It lingers
low and constant,
a slow burn beneath her skin
that flares at the smallest things.

The way his voice drops
when he is serious.
The way he looks
without needing to say a word.

The way she knows
without ever being told
that if he wanted to,
he could take control of every inch of her
and she would not fight it.

That is the part she hides.

How deeply her body recognizes him
as something dangerous.
Something commanding.
Something she would yield to
without hesitation
if the world were different.

If he were different.

If she were allowed.

There are moments
where the restraint almost slips.

Where she imagines
what it would be like
to stop pretending she does not feel it.

To let herself be pulled in,
pressed into something she cannot control,
held there
until every carefully constructed boundary
falls apart beneath his hands.

She thinks about it
more than she will ever admit.

Not softly.
Not sweetly.

But with a sharp, aching intensity
that leaves her breath uneven
and her thoughts unsteady.

And still
she says nothing.

Because wanting him is one thing.
Ruining him is another.

So she keeps her distance
even when it costs her.

Keeps her composure
even when it cracks at the edges.

Keeps the full weight of her desire
locked down tight
behind a version of herself
that no one questions.

Especially not him.

He will never know
how close she lives to losing that control.

How thin the line is
between who she is with him
and who she would become
if he ever reached for her the wrong way.

Or the right way.

So she remains untouched.
Unspoken.
Unclaimed.

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